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[rubyredrose]

When I remove all the masks, there is nothing underneath. I feel drained and worn by the expectations of who I am supposed to be for everyone, including myself. Somebody had better be there to catch me when I fall, because I just want to close my eyes and sleep. I can't summon the motivation to even care that I don't care. I am empty, a shell without even a vacuum to summon something to fill it. Good night. *thud*

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[asmaria.livejournal.com]

Is it wearing you out that you always come over here? Seriously. I don't understand how you can keep playing mom to us. It means a lot to me, but don't push yourself so hard! *hugs* You always let us rant, cry, eat, whatever with you. When have we let you do that with us? I'm so sorry I haven't been the friend to you that you have been to me. If it's wearing on you, tell me, because I don't want to be a selfish friend.